Monday, 10 November 2008

Congratulations

This was written in May 2007, to celebrate the 5th anniversary of an important event...

Congratulations

Congratulations my dear, congratulations!
Celebrations are in order -
Time to celebrate your happiness
And the demise of our ardour.

It is time to celebrate
Your rapid progress in life -
You have gone far ahead
With new friends, emotions and a wife.

There was a time we travelled together;
For a while we were soulmates...
For a while we loved, dreamt, planned...
Have you recalled any of that of late?

You left my side and went on ahead
Promising to come back fast...
You changed your mind and forged ahead -
For you, I became the past!

You made your choice, you picked your route;
I don't grudge you any of those...
Just wish you joy, luck contentment...
Wish it had been me you chose...

Saturday, 8 November 2008

Untitled

This was my very first attempt at writing in Urdu... written last year (13-12-07) during an extremely lively session of Principles of Management... The teacher never got to know what's really happening, as I too kept participating in the general discussion...

Anway, could someone please suggest a name for this?



Main kaun houn, main kya houn,
Main jaanti nahin
Duniya ki rasmoun ko, riwaajoun ko
Main pehchaanti nahin

Teri deewaani, sub se begaani
Kissi ki rok tok ko maanti nahin
Tere deedaar ki, tere iqraar ki muntazir
Kabhi haar main maanti nahin

Ek baar, sirf ek baar jo ho teri nazr-e-karm
Kabhi tera saath chhorrhne waali nahin

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

Naqaab

This was inspired by a conversation that I had with Amit a few months back... Amit - a dear friend, a confidante, a bro... thanks for being there for me...

Back to the poem... tell me what you think of it...

Naqaab

Kya such kaha kissi ne, hey hurr koi naqaab posh yahan
Apni asleeyat chhipaaye, kissi ko doosroun ka hosh kahan

Koi pehne hai naqaab apne aap ko chhupaane ko
Koi daale hai naqaab doosroun ko phaasaane ko

Kabhi masoomiyat ka naqaab pehhna apni chaalaaki ko dhaankne ko
To kabhi aqalmandi ka chehra apnaaya apni bewaaqoofi ko dhaankne ko

Kabhi ghum ka sahara liya ke khushi ko nazar naa lagg jaaye
Kabhi muskaan ke peeche chhippe rahe ke zakhm naa dikh jaaye

Itni aadad hai humain apna bhays badlne ki
Ke ub salaahiyat nahin rahi khud ko bhi pehchaane ki

Yeh Kaise Hain Ehsasaat Jo Jaggte

Uthhte, baithe, sote, laithte
Yeh kaise ehsasaat hain jaggte

Kuch meethe se, kuch tikhhe se
Kuch namkeen se, kuch shaukeen se
Jo tere naam se ubharte
Yeh kaise jazbaat hain jaggte

Kabhi khushi ke, kabhi gudgudee ke
Kabhi ghum ke, to kabhi bekhudi ke
Jo teri yaad se hain lipphte
Yeh kaise jazbaat hain jaggte

Kabhi unjaaiyon tak le jaate
Kabhi gehraaiyon mein doobate
Jo kabhi karen pareshaan
To kabhi karen hairaan
Jo teri ek nazar se mujhe qaid karte
Yeh kaise ehsaasaat hai jaggte

Kuch jo chheene chain, kuch jo dain qaraar
Kuch jin per aaye ghusa, kuch jin se ho pyaar
Kabhi masti ke, kabhi beqaraari ki
Kabhi sharaarat ke, kabhi besabri ke
Jo teri ek achouwan ke liye tadapte
Yeh kaise hain ehsasaat jo jaggte

Yeh sub jazbaat tujh hi se hain waabasta
Yeh woh hain jin se mein houn shikasta
Jo mujhe hoslamund banaadein, deewana banaa de
Yeh aise hain ehsaasaat jo jaggte

Tuesday, 4 November 2008

Untitled - yet again

This was written last year, while at a spiritual retreat... we had been asked to write down what we thought of God, what attributes did we seek in him, what attributes does he, in our opinion lack if any, etc etc... Then at the end, we were supposed to pray for ourselves, the good of everyone present, and for the whole world as well... I instead wrote two poems... one was SAUDAEE, and the other was this... I still haven't found a suitable title for it... I'd highly appreciate if you could suggest a name...



I'm supposed to be praying for my own salvation;
I'm supposed to ask God for my own protection;
Instead here I sit and ask for you,
Your companionship, your love that is true...

I know that I will get salvation in your arms;
I am hypnotised by your charms...
My protection, my future lies with you -
My redemption, reformation, resurrection - all are you.

My happiness, contentment, joy, solace
Lie deep in your arms, your eyes, your face...
I ask you to accept me, to take me,
Make me yours, from now till eternity...

Monday, 3 November 2008

Advice


This is some advice that I keep giving myself... but the truth is, that I, myself, find it very hard - almost impossible - to follow... Please do leave your comments to let me know what you think...

Advice

Why are you sad my dear if life is not how you want it to be?
Perhaps, if given a chance, your life could be better than you expect.
Why do you insist on living your life as per your conditions?
Buckle down to others my dear, surrender, conform, accept!

Why don't you just bow down your head and accept defeat?
What will you gain by breaking your head against this wall -
This wall of their stubborness, ignorance, tyranny?
You and your puny efforts can never make it fall!

They want you to be a puppet, pulled by their strings -
Strings which they have spun on their own looms.
The more you struggle to free yourself, the more you
Will be entangled, strangled - taken to your doom!

Stop fighting, revolting, agitating, asserting yourself!
You are not as strong as them nor ever will be!
Wake up to your reality - you are their slave.
Forget all your dreams, hopes, aspirations to be free!

Do as you are told, obey their every whim;
You will be suitably rewarded -
You will be allowed to exist in peace if they are happy -
They can be worse than mean if thwarted...

This is some advice from someone who has seen it all.
So listen, heed well, pay attention -
Follow their orders, wag your tail with your tongue hanging out,
And you might be allowed to live without tensions.

A Plea

This was written for someone very special in my life... Those who know me well, will realise who that person is... Those who don't, well, i guess it's better that way...


A Plea

No matter how hard I try
There's just no pleasing you.
Little do you realise how deep
Is the gulf between us two.

Yes, I rebel and revolt
To all that you want and say.
When will you understand me,
Accept me? Am waiting for that day!

I tried conforming to your rules
Tried to match your high expectations -
All that I got was failure, rejection;
And we both had increased frustrations.

I know you mean well but perhaps
You could be a bit more tolerant;
Don't just scold or give orders; listen,
Be a friend - not a tyrant...

I may not show you that I love you,
But that too was something you only taught.
Be my mentor, my guide - not a jailor;
You are the only _ _ _ _ _ _ I've got!

Sunday, 2 November 2008

Maut



This is a poem written by Moeen Ahsan Jazbi (1912-2005). It is a wonderful, yet dark piece of beautiful Urdu poetry...

Maut

Jeene ki du'ain kyun maangoun, marne ki tamana kaun kare
Yeh duniya ho ya woh duniya, ub khwaish-e-duniya kaun kare

Jub kishti saabit aur saalem thi, saahil ki tamana kis ko thi
Ub aisi shikista kishti per sahil ki tamana kaun kare

Jo aag lagaayee thee tum ne us ko to bhujaaya ashkon se
Jo ashkon ne bharrhkaayee hai us aag ko thhanda kaun kare

Duniya ne humein chorrha Jazbi, Hum chhorrh na dein kyun duniya ko
Duniya ko samajh ker baithe hain, Ub duniya duniya kaun kare

Saturday, 1 November 2008

Tere Bina


Bohut be-rang, be noor hai zindagi
Jub se thukraayee tu ne meri bundagi

Ub jee ke bhi kya karen, mar ke bhi araam kahan
Tera jalwa dikhe, teri awaaz goonje jaayen hum jahan

Tu ne to peecha chorrh waaliya damaan jhatak kar
Ek baar bhi naa bulaya waapis palat kar

Ek umeed thee, ek aas thee tere iqraar ki
Ek chah thee, ek khwaish thee tere pyaar ki

Yaqeen thaa ke dum niklega teri hi aaghosh mein
Khud ko kitna tanha paya aaye jub hosh mein

Ub apni veeran zindagi le ke jaayen hum kahan
Woh jagga bataa de tu jo nahin hai jahan

Essay on Man, Epistle II by Alexander Pope

Another brilliant piece of writing that blows you away... Try reading his Essay on Writing... and try, if you dare, to read the complete Essay on Man... it will change your complete outlook of yourself...


Essay on Man, Epistle II by Alexander Pope

Know, then, thyself, presume not God to scan;
The proper study of mankind is man.
Placed on this isthmus of a middle state,
A being darkly wise, and rudely great:
With too much knowledge for the sceptic side,
With too much weakness for the stoic’s pride,
He hangs between; in doubt to act, or rest;
In doubt to deem himself a god, or beast;
In doubt his mind or body to prefer;
Born but to die, and reasoning but to err;
Alike in ignorance, his reason such,
Whether he thinks too little, or too much:
Chaos of thought and passion, all confused;
Still by himself abused, or disabused;
Created half to rise, and half to fall;
Great lord of all things, yet a prey to all;
Sole judge of truth, in endless error hurled:
The glory, jest, and riddle of the world!

Go, wondrous creature! mount where science guides,
Go, measure earth, weigh air, and state the tides;
Instruct the planets in what orbs to run,
Correct old time, and regulate the sun;
Go, soar with Plato to th’ empyreal sphere,
To the first good, first perfect, and first fair;
Or tread the mazy round his followers trod,
And quitting sense call imitating God;
As Eastern priests in giddy circles run,
And turn their heads to imitate the sun.
Go, teach Eternal Wisdom how to rule—
Then drop into thyself, and be a fool!

Superior beings, when of late they saw
A mortal man unfold all Nature’s law,
Admired such wisdom in an earthly shape
And showed a Newton as we show an ape.

Could he, whose rules the rapid comet bind,
Describe or fix one movement of his mind?
Who saw its fires here rise, and there descend,
Explain his own beginning, or his end?
Alas, what wonder! man’s superior part
Unchecked may rise, and climb from art to art;
But when his own great work is but begun,
What reason weaves, by passion is undone.
Trace Science, then, with Modesty thy guide;
First strip off all her equipage of pride;
Deduct what is but vanity or dress,
Or learning’s luxury, or idleness;
Or tricks to show the stretch of human brain,
Mere curious pleasure, or ingenious pain;
Expunge the whole, or lop th’ excrescent parts
Of all our vices have created arts;
Then see how little the remaining sum,
Which served the past, and must the times to come!

Crazy's Collectibles 2

These are things that I've read over the years... that impressed me and made a major impact on me...
Tell me what do you think... Wherever possible, I've credited the author... please do correct me if any info is wrong or missing


Love is a Strange Thing
Love is a strange thing.
It is a flower to delicate
that a touch will bruise it,
and so strong that nothing
will stop its growth.
Think of how often we miss love
in a lifetime - by an unspoken word,
by not keeping silent
at the right time. We lose it by the
interference of other people;
by the lack of money; by a quarrel
over a triffle; and yet we
cannot live without it.
____________________________________________________________________
The first time I read this was when I was 8 years old... Over the years, many have been the occassions, when these words have actually lifted me out of the doldrums and made me go forward...
Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.
- Author unknown

Just for you LB



This was written for a very dear, very close friend of mine... Someone who I feel, knows me even more than I know myself... Literally, there have been times when we've had dual conversations running at the same time - one, in which we actually used words; the other, where we understood each other w'out any verbal exchange... LB, this is for you, today and always...
Just For You LB
Dearest? Sweetest? Idiot? how do I address you?
I don't love you - I don't even like you!
At times, I don't even know you!
And yet... and yet there's a bond between us...

Months go by and we don't even talk;
We don't even bother to check -
We assume or rather we sense
When the other is in need.

We come from totally different spheres of life;
We are completely opposite
And yet, despite the many differences
We are so much alike.

I feel complete ever since I met you.
I am secure, knowing that you feel the same.
We don't really need to touch, hear or see each other;
Between us there is no shame...

Darling Devil, my angel in disguise...
Though you are far, I don't miss you
For you are with me, in me, around me
Always and forever... aren't you?

A Hope... A Wish...

Though this was written a long time ago (2001), it still reflects my current feelings...

A Hope... A Wish...

We hardly spoke, we rarely met, we never touched...
Yet what I feel for you transcends all.
Why do I feel as if you are with me always
Loving, caring, heeding my every call.

When I am alone, I feel that you are with me.
I talk to you and hear your reply,
I feel your presence, your aura surrounds me...
Could anyone tell me the reason why?

I know that I am less than what you deserve...
I know that you treat me as a friend, nothing more...
Yet there is a hope, a prayer in my heart
That you (too) will love me for evermore.

Till then I must love you silently...
Be content with my thoughts and dreams,
And continue hoping that someday you'll choose me
To swim with you in life's turbulent stream.
This was written during my school days as part of an English Literature Assignment... it was my first sonnet (well, it actually remains my only sonnet so far)... It remains untitled even after 20 years... Would highly appreciate if you could give it a name...



For days we met and stayed together,
For days we enjoyed each other...
We laughed, we cried...
Failed and then tried...
Everything we did together.
Our sighs, our laughter...
We shared our views, our joy...
We were free, frank, full of joy...

Now you are going - Oh why? where?
I wonder if we will ever meet there...
Your going away breaks my heart -
Oh why? Why should we part?
Yet I know that once again we'll be together
And then we won't part - ever - EVER!

Friday, 31 October 2008

The Lament

This was written a few weeks before my 19th b'day... during yet another bleak phase... Today, I was reminded about it by some1 (the phase, not the poem)... and... well... What more can i say... i guess the first two verses say it all... the rest is all additional baggage...


The Lament

Why is it that I find it so hard
Myself to express?
Why am I looked down upon
When I wish others to impress?

Why does everyone misunderstand me
When I say or do something?
Why do people misquote me
When I "blab" anything?

Why does bad luck follow me
Wherever I go?
Why do I always hurt myself?
Oh what should I do?

Oh why does everything bad
Have to happen to me?
Good luck avoids me but
I'm always followed by adversity...

I've tried and tried my
Best to succeed
I've begged, cajoled,
Followed other's lead...

Yet it is always the others
Who've past the test;
While I've failed utterly
And been left behind the rest.

I try my hard to please
But my advances are always repelled;
Perhaps it's because of the way I look
And my weight, which has trebled.

Whatever the reasons, yet don't the others realize
That I too am a human like them,
With feelings, emotions and the like?
I'm not filled with venom!

Till then I'll just have to wait
And keep on trying to please
While others make my life difficult
And themselves progress with ease

Thursday, 30 October 2008

This poem was started quite time back, but I managed to complete it today... Yeh bhi waise Leadership ke lecture ki hi dain hai :) Jub lecture boring hone lagta hai, mein likhne lagti houn... Kindly suggest a title for it


Mera chain, mera qaraar tum hi ho
Mera inkaar, mera iqraar tum hi ho
Khuda ka diya sabr ka phal tum hi ho
Mere dil ki bechaini ka hal tum hi ho


Meri hurr chahat, meri raahat tum hi ho
Meri qurbat, meri mohabbat tum hi ho
Meri rooh ko jo de sukoon who tum hi ho
Meri zindagi ka junoon tum hi ho


Tum mere liye sub kuch ho
Phir bhi tum mere apne nahin
Hamari khwaishain, hamare khwaab, hamari hasratain
Sub kuch apna - aur phir bhi kuch bhi apna nahin


Kaash kuch aisa ho jaaye, tu mujhe khud apnaaye
Khud hi tu mujh se bole, khud hi mujhe sunaaye
Ke mein hi tera chain houn, mein hi tera qaraar
Mein hi teri chaahat, mein hi tera iqraar

The Eternal Wait


This was written during another boring Performance Management Lecture... What more can I say... I guess the poem says it all...


The Eternal Wait

This night, this never ending night
Stretches on and on, every minute dragging...
The cold heartless moon, the stars so distant
Looking down upon me, so condescending... deigning...

Alone here I stand, where you left me...
Ignored and unseen by all who pass...
I feel so neglected, so alone... so deserted...
My existence is now worse than a farce...

My eyes scan the horizon, praying for your return.
Your memories sustain me, your touch I crave,
My hope, but is fast waning as dawn approaches,
For soon I will walk back to my grave...

Monday, 27 October 2008

Is it wrong...?

Well, here's another blast from my past... July 2001 to be precise... Although I was 30, I'd yet to experience "being in love"... but now in retrospect, I guess this was a warning of some sort - a self-fulfilling prophecy, if u like - which I did not understand at that time...

Is It Wrong...?

Is it wrong to love...?
To love quietly,
Without a word?
From a distance,
Hoping for...? Hoping for what?

Does loving entail expecting?
Expecting to be loved in return?
I wonder...
Can one truly love without expectations?
Expectations of any kind?

Expectations - the scourge of mankind!
They destroy the very essence of love.
For true love should be unconditional,
Selfless, pure - without any motive...

Yes! It is wrong to love
If you expect to be loved in return...
To purify your feelings, remove all lust...
Your own heart must you burn...

At Least, Not Yet!


I wrote this in 1993, before I even knew what loving and missing someone really meant... But now, I know, that although in the poem I wrote "At least not yet!", in truth it is sometimes "Never"... what do you think? Pls do let me know what you think...

At Least Not Yet!

Clouds in the sky
Hide the moon from my eyes
But I know it is there
And he won't go anywhere...
At least not yet.

I am alone...
Feel tensed to my bones...
I miss you greatly...
Won't forget you so easily...
At least, not yet!

I am greatly worried.
They want me to be hurried!
I haven't given my answer -
How can I forget her?
At least not yet!

She left me to die
All that I do is sigh.
They want me to forget her...
I just can't forget her...
At least... not yet!

Sunday, 26 October 2008

The Mirror

This poem was written a few years ago at the behest of a very good friend... he described a snap that he'd seen someplace and which he wanted to make into a desktop background pic or screensaver... I just imagined what he saw... and wrote this...

The Mirror

I wish I was a mirror...
Lucky is the mirror that gets to caress your face
And capture your beauty...
It gets to see you all day!

Tell me dear, tell me true,
Why do you look into the mirror,
When you can gaze at yourself in my eyes?
Your image in them will be more clearer.

I envy the mirror for it sees you everyday...
It embraces your reflection; it burns my soul!
It shows you just your face, your outer beauty...
My eyes will reflect the beauty of your soul.

Saturday, 25 October 2008

Kaise?


Yeh bhi kal raat hi likhi hai... zaroor bataana ke kaisi hai...

Kaise?

Log kehte hain khush raho to aur khushiyaan aayengee
Koi yeh to bataaye ke khush rahen kaise

Sunaa hai ke haaste raho to haasii aur aayegee
Koi yeh to bataaye zaraa ke hum haasay kaise

Sub ne kaha bhool jaao ghum aur sukh ko apnaao
Koi yeh nahin bataata ke ghumon ko bhoolein kaise

Sub ne kaha hosh karo aur jeene lago
Koi to boley hum hosh mein aayen kaise

Hurr koi apni baat to bol jaata hai
Hum apni baat sub ko sunaain kaise?

Mere Mohsin


Kal raat (24th October 2008), kuch baaton ke baad, neend nahin aarahi thee... aur waise bhi, baatein sunte sunte, yeh alfaaz khayaalon mein goonj rahe they... to socha aap ko bhi sunaa doun... jin ke liye yeh hai, mujh main abhi utni himmat nahin ke un ko sunna sakoun...


Mere Mohsin

Meri zindagi meri apni nahin
Yeh tere ehsaano ki mohtaaj hai

Meri manzilein, meri raahein meri apni nahin
Yeh teri hi ishaaron ki mohtaaj hain

Meri khushiyaan, meri chahatein apni kahan
Yeh to tere iqraar ki mohtaaj hain

Meri saansain, meri rooh, mere ehsaasaat
Teri hi ijaazat ke mohtaaj hain

Tu khuda to nahin hai phir bhi
Mera wajood teri hi marzi ka mohtaaj hai

Yeh mutt samajh ke mein shukarguzaar nahin
Mera to hurr jazba tere hi mizaaj ka mohtaaj hai

Tera Intezaar


This was written during another boring Performance Management lecture (13th Oct 2008)... initially it was meant for a friend, but somehow it turned out to be for someone else altogether... let me know what you think...

Tera Intezaar...

Tera intezaar karte karte
Teri raah takte takte
Pal pal jee rahe hain
Hurr pal marr rahe hain

Tere deedar ko taraste
Teri ek jhalak ke liye tadapte
Jee kar bhi zinda nahin
Saansain hain per jaan nahin

Tu jo ek baar dikh jaaye
Sukoon is dil ko mil jaaye
Aur phir shurouh ho dobara
In ankhon mein tere intezaar ka silsilaa

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

Your Absence

This is the other extreme of someone's presence... My Dad passed away in 2000 and I saw how his death affected my mom... I wrote this poem from her perspective... I tried to capture her feelings with words... I don't think I even cames close to it... those who've lost a spouse / partner would understand my mother's loss better than I ever can... Please do leave your comments


Your Absence

 
Morning has come again, I open my eyes,
Hoping to see your face beside me...
Once again I am filled with despair
For your pillow is again empty.

You went away that day, reluctant to go -
You said that you'd return earlier than I'd expect.
I waited for you - I'm still waiting for you,
For you are mine in every aspect.

You said you loved me - we'd be together forever;
You promised never to leave me;
I still believe you'll come back -
Your absence is driving me crazy!

I still feel your presence, I sense your existence -
You can't be seen, but yet you are with me.
Every week I visit the gravesite -
Can't believe you are there alone without me...

Your Presence

Hi guys, am here again to bore you with my own creative (?) writing...

I wrote this quite sometime back, so it's pretty amateurish... well, at least that's what some ppl have said... wot do you guys think? I'd really love to have yr comments...


Your Presence

I've read about it, I've heard about it...
Never thought it would happen to me...
You came into my life and turned my
Dreams & fantasies into reality.

You took away my sorrows;
You wiped away my tears;
You drove away my loneliness;
You calmed my fears.

You breathed new life into me;
You lifted my soul to new heights.
Your glances, your whispers, your touch
All made me feel so right...

But, you did this all as a friend,
Not realising you've become much more than that for me
I've become selfish since I met you -
I now need to be with you eternally.

I'm not asking for commitments,
I don't want to bind you with promises...
All i ask for is that you let me be by your side
Sharing your life, your sorrows, your happiness.

Are you a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime?

Over the years, I've received this by e-mail from many ppl... it's quite true... you really do meet ppl for some reason or the other... sometimes that reason is so crystal clear, and sometimes we learn the reason only after our ways part...

Anyway, read it, enjoy it... and do let me know... wot r u for me and what am i to you? A reason? Season? or a lifetime? We may all have our own answers and perceptions, but only time will give us the real answer...



Are you a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime?

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON . . .
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend, and they are!
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrong doing on your part,
or at an incononvenient time,
this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered.
And now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON
it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real!

But, only for a Season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
Things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use
in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life.

Thursday, 16 October 2008

ham unhe.n vo hame.n bhulaa baiThe

I met Khumar sahab many years ago... it almost seems as if it was a different life, a different janam at that time... I must have been 14 or 15 years old... he recited this poem - I liked it then, without understanding the meaning... but now... it's a different matter...

I hope u like it as much as I do... enjoy




ham unhe.n vo hame.n bhulaa baiThe
do gunah_gaar zahar khaa baiThe

haal-e-Gam kah kah ke Gam ba.Dhaa baiThe
tiir maare the tiir khaa baiThe

aa.Ndhiyo.n jaao ab aaraam karo
ham Khud apanaaa diyaa bujhaa baiThe

jii to halkaa huaa magar yaaro
ro ke ham lutf-e-Gam ba.Dhaa baiThe

besahaaro.n kaa hausalaa hii kyaa
ghar me.n ghabaraaye dar pe aa baiThe

jab se bichha.De vo muskuraaye na ham
sab ne chhe.Daa to lab hilaa baiThe

ham rahe mubtalaa-e-dair-o-haram
vo dabe paao.N dil me.n aa baiThe

uTh ke ik bevafaa ne de dii jaan
rah gaye saare baavafaa baiThe

hashr kaa din hai abhii duur 'Khumar'
aap kyo.n zaahido.n me.n jaa baiThe


http://www.urdupoetry.com/khumar.html visit here to learn a lil more about Khumar sahab

Sunday, 12 October 2008

I, The Misfit

This is something that I wrote in 2005, while travelling back home in a bus on the Dubai - Sharjah route... This is something which I've always felt... still feel even now... wish I could fit in and be a part of the picture... be a part of someone's dreams and desires... but alas... all that I am is just a Misfit...
I, The Misfit

Once again today I sit amidst a crowd;
A spectre surrounded by a sea of humanity;
There is turmoil both inside and out
A subdued voice trying to be heard!

Though wanting to be a part of all this rigmarole,
I can never blend into this circus,
Where there is no difference between sense and nonsense,
Where there are no defined limits, just various blends & mixtures

I search for my place - my niche - to fit in;
There is none to be found and it cannot be created...
Those who are different are just not tolerated,
And I? And I am one of them!

The Phoenix 3 - Breaking Away


This is the third and final part of my trilogy, The Phoenix. This shows a new bird rising from the ashes of the old one... though to be honest, this is something that I'm still waiting for in real life... wonder when & if it'll really happen...

Breaking Away

I open my eyes... a new day has begun
A day that will bring new beginnings...
A day of new resolutions, new changes...
A day that will bring a new me...


No more crying, no more pain, no more waiting for things to happen...
No more will I wallow in pity and despair;
No more will the past hold me back from doing whatever i want...
No more anger, frustration, desperation...have had more than my share


Today i break away from all things unpleasant
Today I make a new start, begin a new life...
From ashes once scattered by sorrow and flame, 
I rise - not unchanged, but no longer the same.

The Phoenix 2 - My Death Wish

This is the second part of my The Phoenix trilogy... this depicts the actually burning and turning into ashes of the bird...

My Death Wish

Always and forever... here i am waiting for you oh Death...
And you, like an errant lover, evade me, hide from me...
Why is it that you do not approach me, do not befriend me?
Am I so obnoxious that even you find me unworthy?


You have so many friends oh Death,
Why not make one more?
What harm would it do you to have one more...
One more who loves you, who awaits you for so long...

The Phoenix 1 - The Rude Awakening

This is a poem, which I wrote as part of a trilogy... I used the metaphor of a phoenix, as it first burns away and a new bird arises from the ashes of the old ones... In the same way, this first poem depicts the moulting, the degeneration of the old bird...

The Rude Awakening

You came, you saw, you touched,
You conquered, you made me yours...
You promised me the sun, the moon, the stars...
You said that you'd be mine if I became yours...


You taught me to dream, to believe in my dreams;
You said that nothing's impossible to attain...
You laughed at my joys, were upset with my tears -
You made me forget all the pain.


You brought meaning to my life,
Propped me, supported me, led me, guided me...
You told me that I could do no wrong
As long as you were beside me...


But now, all that seems like a dream,
And the present a rude awakening;
You broke your promises, your vows, your oaths -
You broke my heart that had only just begun blooming...


My dreams, my love, my adulation
Couldn't bind you with me for long.
You went away, far away, leaving me with memories
That I now weave into this, my last song...

How Do I love Thee

I read this when I was 14... couldn't ever forget it... one of my favourite pieces of poetry...


How Do I Love Thee? (Sonnet 43)

by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Friday, 10 October 2008

Kahlil Gibran on Love

When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden.


For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you.
Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.


Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.


All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.


But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.


When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, "I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.


Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

Saturday, 27 September 2008

Main Kaun Houn?

This was written during a boring Leadership class on 24th Sept 2008... It's one of the few poems which I shared with MOM - and which she actually liked... let me know what u think of it...

Main Kaun Houn?

Main woh houn jo ghamoun ke pahaarh se takraa jaaye
Main woh houn jo tere ek jhoot se toot jaaye

Main woh houn jo kissi se khauf na khaaye
Main woh houn jo tere ruthne se darr jaaye

Main woh houn jo kissi se kum nahin
Main woh houn jo tujh se baalaa nahin

Main woh houn jo hur kissi ko taaqat de
Main woh houn jis ki tu kumzori hai

Main woh houn jis ko hur koi tarse
Main woh houn jis ko tu ishq kahe

Crazy's Collectibles

These are things that I've read over the years... liked them... collected them... I don't know who the original authors are... I'd be highly oliged if you could tell me that...

1) Let your love be stronger than your hate or anger. Learn the wisdom of compromise, for it is better to bend a little than to break.

2) Believe the best, rather than the worst. People have a way of living up - or down - to your opinion of them.

3) Remember the true friendship.

4) The person you choose to marry is deserving of the courtesies and kindness you bestow on your friends.

5) Prefer to have too much confidence and thereby be deceived, than to be always mistrustful. For in the first case, you suffer for a moment at being deceived and in the second, you suffer constantly.

Thursday, 25 September 2008

Tum Kaisi Dosti Karte ho?

I wrote this for someone who in a very short time has become such a good friend - a part of my family... someone whom I'm so proud to be associated with... my bother Imran Iqbal

Teri parwa hum karte hain
Tere liye hum larhte hain
Hum aisi dosti karte hain
Tum kaisi dosti karte ho?

Tu ruthey to manaate hain
Ghalat ho to samjhaate hain
Hum aisi dosti karte hain
Tum kaisi dosti karte ho?

Tujhe dukh gheray to us ko bhagaate hain
Tu khush hai to khush hojaate hain
Hum aisi dosti karte hain
Tum kaisi dosti karte ho?

Tu har waqt hamare liye haazir ho
Tu har dum hamare saath ho
Tu dhaal ban kar bachaata hai
Tu maa ban kar sehlaataa hai
Tu murshid hai, rah dekhata hai
Tu bhai hai, refaqaat karta hai
Bahen ban kar dulaar karta hai
Baap ban kar laad chaarrhta hai

Tu seene mein saara jahan samaaye ho
Tu hamare liye sub kuch ho
Tum aisi dosti karte ho
Hum kaisi dosri karte hain?

24th September 2008
Written during a leadership lecture ;)

Wednesday, 24 September 2008

Ek main aur Ek tu

Ek main houn jo maut ke liye baahen phelaaye houn
Ek woh hai jo mujh se dur dur rehti hai

Ek main houn jo zindagi se tung aaya houn
Ek woh hai jo kambakht saath nahin chhodti hai

Ek main houn jo khushi ki raah mein aankhen bechaaye houn
Ek woh hai jo meri taraf dekhti bhi nahin hai

Ek main houn jo gham se peechha chhodhwaana chahta houn
Ek woh hai jo badbakht chipka hi rehta hai

Ek main houn jo tere intezaar main mara jaa raha houn
Ek tu hai jo bekhabar mere bina hi jiye jaa rahi hai

Wednesday, 18 June 2008

Saudaee (one who is passionately obsessed, almost divinely mad)

Aaj khuda ki murat hum banane chale
Teri hi surat nazaron mein le ke chale

Khuda ki khoobeeyan karni thee bayan
Teri hi baatein hum karne lagay

Sub ne poocha hum se khuda ka naam
Bus, tera hi naam hum lene lagay

Khuda ko pukarna thaa, deni thee duhaai
Tujh ko hi hum pukaarte chale gaye

Khuda kahan hai, kaun hai, naa jaane koi
Hum to teri hi puja karne lagay

Gar yeh kuffr hai, to kuffar hi sahi
Hum to tere hi peeche chalne lagay