Monday, 10 November 2008

Congratulations

This was written in May 2007, to celebrate the 5th anniversary of an important event...

Congratulations

Congratulations my dear, congratulations!
Celebrations are in order -
Time to celebrate your happiness
And the demise of our ardour.

It is time to celebrate
Your rapid progress in life -
You have gone far ahead
With new friends, emotions and a wife.

There was a time we travelled together;
For a while we were soulmates...
For a while we loved, dreamt, planned...
Have you recalled any of that of late?

You left my side and went on ahead
Promising to come back fast...
You changed your mind and forged ahead -
For you, I became the past!

You made your choice, you picked your route;
I don't grudge you any of those...
Just wish you joy, luck contentment...
Wish it had been me you chose...

Saturday, 8 November 2008

Untitled

This was my very first attempt at writing in Urdu... written last year (13-12-07) during an extremely lively session of Principles of Management... The teacher never got to know what's really happening, as I too kept participating in the general discussion...

Anway, could someone please suggest a name for this?



Main kaun houn, main kya houn,
Main jaanti nahin
Duniya ki rasmoun ko, riwaajoun ko
Main pehchaanti nahin

Teri deewaani, sub se begaani
Kissi ki rok tok ko maanti nahin
Tere deedaar ki, tere iqraar ki muntazir
Kabhi haar main maanti nahin

Ek baar, sirf ek baar jo ho teri nazr-e-karm
Kabhi tera saath chhorrhne waali nahin

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

Naqaab

This was inspired by a conversation that I had with Amit a few months back... Amit - a dear friend, a confidante, a bro... thanks for being there for me...

Back to the poem... tell me what you think of it...

Naqaab

Kya such kaha kissi ne, hey hurr koi naqaab posh yahan
Apni asleeyat chhipaaye, kissi ko doosroun ka hosh kahan

Koi pehne hai naqaab apne aap ko chhupaane ko
Koi daale hai naqaab doosroun ko phaasaane ko

Kabhi masoomiyat ka naqaab pehhna apni chaalaaki ko dhaankne ko
To kabhi aqalmandi ka chehra apnaaya apni bewaaqoofi ko dhaankne ko

Kabhi ghum ka sahara liya ke khushi ko nazar naa lagg jaaye
Kabhi muskaan ke peeche chhippe rahe ke zakhm naa dikh jaaye

Itni aadad hai humain apna bhays badlne ki
Ke ub salaahiyat nahin rahi khud ko bhi pehchaane ki

Yeh Kaise Hain Ehsasaat Jo Jaggte

Uthhte, baithe, sote, laithte
Yeh kaise ehsasaat hain jaggte

Kuch meethe se, kuch tikhhe se
Kuch namkeen se, kuch shaukeen se
Jo tere naam se ubharte
Yeh kaise jazbaat hain jaggte

Kabhi khushi ke, kabhi gudgudee ke
Kabhi ghum ke, to kabhi bekhudi ke
Jo teri yaad se hain lipphte
Yeh kaise jazbaat hain jaggte

Kabhi unjaaiyon tak le jaate
Kabhi gehraaiyon mein doobate
Jo kabhi karen pareshaan
To kabhi karen hairaan
Jo teri ek nazar se mujhe qaid karte
Yeh kaise ehsaasaat hai jaggte

Kuch jo chheene chain, kuch jo dain qaraar
Kuch jin per aaye ghusa, kuch jin se ho pyaar
Kabhi masti ke, kabhi beqaraari ki
Kabhi sharaarat ke, kabhi besabri ke
Jo teri ek achouwan ke liye tadapte
Yeh kaise hain ehsasaat jo jaggte

Yeh sub jazbaat tujh hi se hain waabasta
Yeh woh hain jin se mein houn shikasta
Jo mujhe hoslamund banaadein, deewana banaa de
Yeh aise hain ehsaasaat jo jaggte

Tuesday, 4 November 2008

Untitled - yet again

This was written last year, while at a spiritual retreat... we had been asked to write down what we thought of God, what attributes did we seek in him, what attributes does he, in our opinion lack if any, etc etc... Then at the end, we were supposed to pray for ourselves, the good of everyone present, and for the whole world as well... I instead wrote two poems... one was SAUDAEE, and the other was this... I still haven't found a suitable title for it... I'd highly appreciate if you could suggest a name...



I'm supposed to be praying for my own salvation;
I'm supposed to ask God for my own protection;
Instead here I sit and ask for you,
Your companionship, your love that is true...

I know that I will get salvation in your arms;
I am hypnotised by your charms...
My protection, my future lies with you -
My redemption, reformation, resurrection - all are you.

My happiness, contentment, joy, solace
Lie deep in your arms, your eyes, your face...
I ask you to accept me, to take me,
Make me yours, from now till eternity...

Monday, 3 November 2008

Advice


This is some advice that I keep giving myself... but the truth is, that I, myself, find it very hard - almost impossible - to follow... Please do leave your comments to let me know what you think...

Advice

Why are you sad my dear if life is not how you want it to be?
Perhaps, if given a chance, your life could be better than you expect.
Why do you insist on living your life as per your conditions?
Buckle down to others my dear, surrender, conform, accept!

Why don't you just bow down your head and accept defeat?
What will you gain by breaking your head against this wall -
This wall of their stubborness, ignorance, tyranny?
You and your puny efforts can never make it fall!

They want you to be a puppet, pulled by their strings -
Strings which they have spun on their own looms.
The more you struggle to free yourself, the more you
Will be entangled, strangled - taken to your doom!

Stop fighting, revolting, agitating, asserting yourself!
You are not as strong as them nor ever will be!
Wake up to your reality - you are their slave.
Forget all your dreams, hopes, aspirations to be free!

Do as you are told, obey their every whim;
You will be suitably rewarded -
You will be allowed to exist in peace if they are happy -
They can be worse than mean if thwarted...

This is some advice from someone who has seen it all.
So listen, heed well, pay attention -
Follow their orders, wag your tail with your tongue hanging out,
And you might be allowed to live without tensions.

A Plea

This was written for someone very special in my life... Those who know me well, will realise who that person is... Those who don't, well, i guess it's better that way...


A Plea

No matter how hard I try
There's just no pleasing you.
Little do you realise how deep
Is the gulf between us two.

Yes, I rebel and revolt
To all that you want and say.
When will you understand me,
Accept me? Am waiting for that day!

I tried conforming to your rules
Tried to match your high expectations -
All that I got was failure, rejection;
And we both had increased frustrations.

I know you mean well but perhaps
You could be a bit more tolerant;
Don't just scold or give orders; listen,
Be a friend - not a tyrant...

I may not show you that I love you,
But that too was something you only taught.
Be my mentor, my guide - not a jailor;
You are the only _ _ _ _ _ _ I've got!

Sunday, 2 November 2008

Maut



This is a poem written by Moeen Ahsan Jazbi (1912-2005). It is a wonderful, yet dark piece of beautiful Urdu poetry...

Maut

Jeene ki du'ain kyun maangoun, marne ki tamana kaun kare
Yeh duniya ho ya woh duniya, ub khwaish-e-duniya kaun kare

Jub kishti saabit aur saalem thi, saahil ki tamana kis ko thi
Ub aisi shikista kishti per sahil ki tamana kaun kare

Jo aag lagaayee thee tum ne us ko to bhujaaya ashkon se
Jo ashkon ne bharrhkaayee hai us aag ko thhanda kaun kare

Duniya ne humein chorrha Jazbi, Hum chhorrh na dein kyun duniya ko
Duniya ko samajh ker baithe hain, Ub duniya duniya kaun kare

Saturday, 1 November 2008

Tere Bina


Bohut be-rang, be noor hai zindagi
Jub se thukraayee tu ne meri bundagi

Ub jee ke bhi kya karen, mar ke bhi araam kahan
Tera jalwa dikhe, teri awaaz goonje jaayen hum jahan

Tu ne to peecha chorrh waaliya damaan jhatak kar
Ek baar bhi naa bulaya waapis palat kar

Ek umeed thee, ek aas thee tere iqraar ki
Ek chah thee, ek khwaish thee tere pyaar ki

Yaqeen thaa ke dum niklega teri hi aaghosh mein
Khud ko kitna tanha paya aaye jub hosh mein

Ub apni veeran zindagi le ke jaayen hum kahan
Woh jagga bataa de tu jo nahin hai jahan

Essay on Man, Epistle II by Alexander Pope

Another brilliant piece of writing that blows you away... Try reading his Essay on Writing... and try, if you dare, to read the complete Essay on Man... it will change your complete outlook of yourself...


Essay on Man, Epistle II by Alexander Pope

Know, then, thyself, presume not God to scan;
The proper study of mankind is man.
Placed on this isthmus of a middle state,
A being darkly wise, and rudely great:
With too much knowledge for the sceptic side,
With too much weakness for the stoic’s pride,
He hangs between; in doubt to act, or rest;
In doubt to deem himself a god, or beast;
In doubt his mind or body to prefer;
Born but to die, and reasoning but to err;
Alike in ignorance, his reason such,
Whether he thinks too little, or too much:
Chaos of thought and passion, all confused;
Still by himself abused, or disabused;
Created half to rise, and half to fall;
Great lord of all things, yet a prey to all;
Sole judge of truth, in endless error hurled:
The glory, jest, and riddle of the world!

Go, wondrous creature! mount where science guides,
Go, measure earth, weigh air, and state the tides;
Instruct the planets in what orbs to run,
Correct old time, and regulate the sun;
Go, soar with Plato to th’ empyreal sphere,
To the first good, first perfect, and first fair;
Or tread the mazy round his followers trod,
And quitting sense call imitating God;
As Eastern priests in giddy circles run,
And turn their heads to imitate the sun.
Go, teach Eternal Wisdom how to rule—
Then drop into thyself, and be a fool!

Superior beings, when of late they saw
A mortal man unfold all Nature’s law,
Admired such wisdom in an earthly shape
And showed a Newton as we show an ape.

Could he, whose rules the rapid comet bind,
Describe or fix one movement of his mind?
Who saw its fires here rise, and there descend,
Explain his own beginning, or his end?
Alas, what wonder! man’s superior part
Unchecked may rise, and climb from art to art;
But when his own great work is but begun,
What reason weaves, by passion is undone.
Trace Science, then, with Modesty thy guide;
First strip off all her equipage of pride;
Deduct what is but vanity or dress,
Or learning’s luxury, or idleness;
Or tricks to show the stretch of human brain,
Mere curious pleasure, or ingenious pain;
Expunge the whole, or lop th’ excrescent parts
Of all our vices have created arts;
Then see how little the remaining sum,
Which served the past, and must the times to come!

Crazy's Collectibles 2

These are things that I've read over the years... that impressed me and made a major impact on me...
Tell me what do you think... Wherever possible, I've credited the author... please do correct me if any info is wrong or missing


Love is a Strange Thing
Love is a strange thing.
It is a flower to delicate
that a touch will bruise it,
and so strong that nothing
will stop its growth.
Think of how often we miss love
in a lifetime - by an unspoken word,
by not keeping silent
at the right time. We lose it by the
interference of other people;
by the lack of money; by a quarrel
over a triffle; and yet we
cannot live without it.
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The first time I read this was when I was 8 years old... Over the years, many have been the occassions, when these words have actually lifted me out of the doldrums and made me go forward...
Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.
- Author unknown

Just for you LB



This was written for a very dear, very close friend of mine... Someone who I feel, knows me even more than I know myself... Literally, there have been times when we've had dual conversations running at the same time - one, in which we actually used words; the other, where we understood each other w'out any verbal exchange... LB, this is for you, today and always...
Just For You LB
Dearest? Sweetest? Idiot? how do I address you?
I don't love you - I don't even like you!
At times, I don't even know you!
And yet... and yet there's a bond between us...

Months go by and we don't even talk;
We don't even bother to check -
We assume or rather we sense
When the other is in need.

We come from totally different spheres of life;
We are completely opposite
And yet, despite the many differences
We are so much alike.

I feel complete ever since I met you.
I am secure, knowing that you feel the same.
We don't really need to touch, hear or see each other;
Between us there is no shame...

Darling Devil, my angel in disguise...
Though you are far, I don't miss you
For you are with me, in me, around me
Always and forever... aren't you?

A Hope... A Wish...

Though this was written a long time ago (2001), it still reflects my current feelings...

A Hope... A Wish...

We hardly spoke, we rarely met, we never touched...
Yet what I feel for you transcends all.
Why do I feel as if you are with me always
Loving, caring, heeding my every call.

When I am alone, I feel that you are with me.
I talk to you and hear your reply,
I feel your presence, your aura surrounds me...
Could anyone tell me the reason why?

I know that I am less than what you deserve...
I know that you treat me as a friend, nothing more...
Yet there is a hope, a prayer in my heart
That you (too) will love me for evermore.

Till then I must love you silently...
Be content with my thoughts and dreams,
And continue hoping that someday you'll choose me
To swim with you in life's turbulent stream.
This was written during my school days as part of an English Literature Assignment... it was my first sonnet (well, it actually remains my only sonnet so far)... It remains untitled even after 20 years... Would highly appreciate if you could give it a name...



For days we met and stayed together,
For days we enjoyed each other...
We laughed, we cried...
Failed and then tried...
Everything we did together.
Our sighs, our laughter...
We shared our views, our joy...
We were free, frank, full of joy...

Now you are going - Oh why? where?
I wonder if we will ever meet there...
Your going away breaks my heart -
Oh why? Why should we part?
Yet I know that once again we'll be together
And then we won't part - ever - EVER!